what drags an aspiration to the level of want, where Greed sinks its mean little fingers into your mind.

its a pleasure to build this in your mind, the thought of recieving.  maybe the anticipation involved…  keeping you curiously on the edge of the unknown.

…and then failure.  or success…    the emotional peak is surpassed by the very object of desire.  you lose no matter what.

you either reach dissappointment, or a short sense of happiness with a burden of satisfaction…  *(will the next satisfactory object be as pleasing)*

as you build a totem face by face…  you notice things become less tangible than before…  and we need ladders sometimes.

but what if we’re getting shorter….and shorter…and our happiness is no longer in reach…  or will it ever be?

lose all the money and possessions you’ve ever crossed…and live like a dethroned king.

or have nothing and gain everything… and realize how quickly you become bored with your new trinkets.

i guess those who know greed know nothing about moderation.

i smell blood in every breath i take; nothing could whipe away the terror in the back of my mind.

…so i smoke so much marijuana, not to be in a stupor, but to find the greatest way to avoid a version of reality i’d never wished to see.

i guess you could say i love drugs.  though doctors aren’t my friends, they know the very purpose of prescriptions; as well do i…. in the pursuit of satisfaction.

i’m not pleased with my bodies source of dopamine, or the chemical flood that makes my nerves bite through the skin.  i’m under a soft blanket of happiness, that seems to make me sweat in all the heat of misery.

…to be honest i dislike drugs.  i dislike their addictive properties.  hmmm…. lacking the ability to distinguish what form of an addiction will leave one with a needle stuck in his arm, with the thought of the next needle as soon as the high dwindles.

you become one with a substance.  you escape reality briefly.  you love it.

///your body becomes accustomed to your new pleasure, your body begs for you to retrieve it.///  now you’re hooked.  haha.

(via tiresome)

Riding on a lost highway; or maybe we were just lost and on some random highway.

I usually don’t get the paranoid sense when i smoke herb, yet certain things can incite the feeling.  Like sitting on the side of the road and a random paramedic tails your vehicle with the flashing lights on.  I don’t quite understand why he had to use the lights, but they worked.  Your attention gets racked and somehow the bag of pot you had in your pocket is now inside your mouth and your eyes so wide…  wanting to swallow and cooincidentally spit at the same time.

It just so happened they pulled up on the wrong parked vehicle with their disco lights on; just up the road there was a pregnant woman giving birth.

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Venn Diagram of the Day: A few weak points (Frankenstein’s monster, m’kay?), but you get the gist.

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Gonzo’s Journal: October 12th, 1985. Tonight, a Muppet died in New York